The Year of Thirty & ME

The Year of Thirty & ME

April 23, 2023

This year feels personal and intentional to myself. 

A challenge, but one that’s gotten too easy, to always choose ME. & I’ve been loving that for me. 

I’ve perfected celebrating, entertaining, and loving myself. While I’m anxious to share all that I am with people I love and care about, I’m no longer interested in sharing parts of me with anyone just for the sake of it. 

Coming into this big age, I feel grounded. Despite the things I’ve lost this past year, I can only feel optimistic of the things God is setting my life up for and I surrender. 

Re-discovering the foundations I once built for myself. But with better focus on standing as is, versus what that foundation can get me. Initially it was built to find comfort in myself so that I can be a better person for someone else. 

But now that focus only comes back to ME. My foundation will always reflect as it should to the right people. To be less accommodating and considerate to people who don’t deserve it and find reciprocation with those that do. 

The word resilient has been on my mind. 

I realized there are so many people who have seen me through the many chapters of my life and I’ve never lacked the support of my friends and family. They made hard decisions easier and the easy choices ultimately make sense. I find peace in finally understanding the seasonality of connections. I know now to hold on, but with less fear of letting go. 

I guess that’s that real “adulting” 

I’m ready. Cheers to THIRTYYYY 🥂✨

- With love, AW

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